Selfish

I feel selfish tonight. Who am I kidding? That makes it sounds like I am rarely selfish and that is not true....I feel and act selfish often.

Tonight is more pronounced, though.

I want to know what is going to happen.

I want him to stay.

I want to make plans for him.

I want to have them both decorate their room because it is THEIR room and I don't want to wait until after he is gone.

More than anything, though, I WANT to be able to put away my selfishness and...

THANK God for every day we have with him.

TRUST that God is in control.

EMBRACE the uncertainty.

BE QUIET and LISTEN to what God is teaching me through it.

OBEDIENTLY love....