Three More Months

We have three more months....

Three more months with our little (A).

In those three months, I will...

Step up and be strong for my boys...preparing them and protecting them the best I know how.

In those three months, I will...

Complete his Life Book.

Organize his artwork.

Cry.

Remind him of how loved he is.

Pretend to be a little more excited than I actually am about his new house and room.

Comfort David.

Cry.

Pray for his mom.

Love his mom.

Help with finding new doctors and school.

Cry.

Begin to pack his things.

Pray.

Help him and David make their own special books and pictures for each other.

Pray. 

Say goodbye.

Try to find a new normal with our family of three.

If all goes as planned by social services...we have three more months...and we are going to make every minute count.